No touchy!

Hi I have ADD and I dont like to be touched. I have always been this way ALWAYS. As a kid I never knew the reason why. Especially by guys. As a kid that was my dad I hated being hugged, or patted on the arm. Same thing as now. I dont like being touched.

I never knew till my 20's when I was in college that it was because of ADD it explained a ton. I know I still do it I cant help it.

I'm not even a big germ person who hated being touched cause of germs. I also have no clue why.

My parents friend at church today said to my sister that he would come see me upstairs and I would probably still be "all dont touch me". What? Yeah if I didnt think I came off as that I truly do. I come off as dont touch me.

The ONLY comfort I have is that when I want to be touched by friends guys and girls or anyone I do allow to be touched. Hugged is the biggest issue for me. So I guess in the end if I want to be touched I will let them. But most of the time I dont.

Hands off!