Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Wait...What was I doing?

I blame sugar! You might too if you have ADD and you decide to anything of any kind of importance! You will too blame sugar if you have it and you get distracted...

Now ADD can be controlled sorta. I usually cant be controlled by what I say and sometimes actions. I try for heavens sake to hold tight to my actions if I am in public. Minus the shaking legs, clicking pens, the things that say: That girl had TOO much sugar!

Hi, I'm Holly. I am 30 and act like I am 5 with too much sugar cause I have ADD.

That was distraction right? So here is how its been going and always has. Worse with sugar which is why I mentioned it. Whether I am talking to Melody or someone else (with ADD) we will be talking and forget what we were saying...cause something distracted us. Not just one of us. Its bad when I am alone and the other doesnt seem to have ADD. So I distract myself, forget what I was saying and have to bring myself back.

But its a lot worse when I am with someone with ADD and we get distracted. Simple things do this and cause us to look at each other and say "What was I doing?" or "What was I saying?" or "What were we talking about?"

Sometimes I think ADD has such big blessings. I can get as goofy as a person drunk on well you know DRUNK when I simply have sugar. Therefore I am loud and goofy and insane and lots of clumsy tripping. I'm never drunk when I do this. Drinks and me do not mix so that is why I do not drink. :)

So people who want to have ADD think its all games its all fun. Its all well fun. No its not. But since we are on this subject let me say that ADD people go well together.

Makes me wonder will I marry someone with ADD? Its a slight possiblity! And I kinda hope it will be that just that me and him and me forgetting where the heck the kids are!

We have a few ADD friends. Its hard to break us up. We end up talking for hours cause we cant stop.

Out of breath and we just want to get it out and well it doesnt always work out so...its ADD at its best and worst.

So what was I talking about? Lets just say having ADD as a writer is something else. I distract myself by typing and end up typing about lots of subjects. Sticking to one is almost impossible. So if this entry made any sense then you got my ADD humor. If not then I'm sorry you are not part of this club. But enjoy watching me still from the side :)

Till next time.